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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Calvin in the office

Ugh. I have been on my period all week and with perfect timing, it finally stops as soon as my husdband is leaving town. He left town yesterday morning, so last night I made sure I had some fun to make up for a week without any dick.

I had to work late, but made plans to meet up with Calvin. Afterwork I went to visit my sister for a bit and his office is not far from where she works. We made arrangements to meet at his office at midnight. He has a couch in his office and we put it to good use.

He is always quick to get naked as he likes to watch me undress; which drives me insane. So, he strips and sits on the couch and says, "let me watch you get undressed". I moan and ask why and he just says, "cuz I love to". Ugh. So I finish getting naked and move to him. He is sitting on the couch, huge cock at full mast. I get on my knees between his legs and we start to kiss. I kiss my way down his chest, lingering a bit on his nipples, then run my tongue down his stomach finding his cock and lightly running my tongue down it's full shaft to his balls, teasing them a bit with my tongue and kisses. I look up and he is watching every move I make. His hands find my hair and I give him head for a bit until he can't stand it anymore.

He stands up and takes my hand to get up telling me to get on my knees on the couch. I lean over and do so and he enters me from behind. That initial penetration drives me wild. I am tight and he is huge. His cock feels so good and he of course loves it. He fucks me this way for a bit, but he hit a little deep a few times, which is actually painful, but seems to only add to the enjoyment. After a few strokes, he stops and turns on the dang light as he loves to see his black cock entering my pink pussy and it drives him nuts to see my white cum on his cock.

He again stands up and sits down asking me to ride him. Now, I am a big girl and yes, he's a big strong ass man, but I always feel like I'm going to crush him, so I am not always a fan of me on top, but he loves it and promises me I am not crushing him. :)

I straddle him and slide his huge monster inside. He rolls his head back and moans in pleasure. He grabs my breasts, one in each hand and sucks and bites my nipples as I ride him. He loves me on top and moans repeatedly "give me that wet pussy" and "ride your cock, baby". Moaning how good it feels as he bites my nipples.

Before long, he is going crazy, telling me I'm gonna make him cum. Soon, he explodes inside me. I love being with him. He is a major boost for my ego as he is so damn good looking, great physical body and is really a great guy, but I'm always left wanting so much more. By the time he came, I was nowhere near finished. I could fuck him for hours. But alas, we ran to the restrooms to freshen up and made our way out. Sigh.

He cracks me up as a little while after we've parted ways, he'll text me, thanking me for giving him my wet pussy or something to that effect. It reminds me of the first night I met him. I was on my way home and since he was my first "real" affair and he was soooo damn sexy, I was uneasy about it as I am very self conscious of my body and I hadn't really been with anyone other then my husband in a long time. You know when you feel like the guy enjoyed it, but you're not really certain? As I was on my way home, he sends me a text telling me "that was the best pussy I've ever had in my life, can't wait to see you again". I think I smiled for days after that as I was definitely looking forward to seeing him again and now here we are, over two years later.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Yes, Daddy

I started chatting with a guy who was very straight forward in his quest for a "white piece of fuckmeat". Mmmm. I found it intriguing and highly erotic to imagine. We started talking and he informed me that he didn't want to "know" me, he just wanted to fuck me and do with me as he wished. Hell; I'm game.

After several chats, and prior to our fist meeting, he laid down the "rules" in which I could not speak to him directly; I could only answer when spoken to. That he would do what he wanted and I was to allow him. He is married with kids, but wants a freaky white bitch to express his nasty, kinky side...to do things that he can't do with his wife. Hate it if you want, but it turns me on to fuck a married man. I know it also turns on black men to fuck white chicks, especially ones married to white guys. So anyways, he kept questioning me on what I would or wouldn't do. He asked if I'd ever been pissed on. I told him no, but that I would let him. He was highly turned on by my willingness.

The day arrives and we talk throughout the day. He details what he wants me to do when we meet and I am definitely willing to oblige....

I get the room and wait for him...naked. He calls me when he gets to the parking lot and I do as I'm told. I crack open the door and I get on the bed, on my knees, face down, ass up, eyes closed. I am not to look at him until he says I can. The mere thought of what is to come, has me wet. I hear the door open and as he comes in, I hear him take a breath, hissing through his teeth and mutter "damn, that's what I'm talking bout".

I hear him undress and walk towards me. He smacks my ass, grabbing it and moans. He reaches down to finger my clit and as he moves his fingers, he moans, feeling how wet I am. He rubs my pussy and asks if I hear that. I can hear my pussy juices sloshing. He whispers that he likes how wet I am for him. He then puts the head of his cock on my pussy and rubs it, then slowly pushes the head inside me groaning, telling me how tight my pussy is. I moan in pleasure and he slams his cock in. I cry out, loving the feel of his cock pushing me open. He smacks my ass and leans forward, putting his hand at the back of my neck, pushing my head further into the mattress. He asks me if I like his nigger dick and tells me to beg him for it. I tell him yes and ask him to fuck me with his black dick. He doesn't like that - he slaps me (not hard of course) and asks me "what did I tell you to say? Say it". I beg him to fuck me with his nigger dick. He tells me "good girl" and fucks me harder. I cry out and he asks me if "his white bitch likes that nigger dick in her". I tell him I love it and he tells me to thank him for this nigger dick and I do. I still have yet to actually see him and this only adds to my excitement. I've seen his picture, but it's exciting to have someone fucking me that I haven't actually looked at.

He pulls his cock out and I cry out in disappointment. I hear something going on behind me...it sounds like his belt buckle. Soon, he leans back over me and slides his cock in again. He leans forward and I feel his belt go around my neck - he pulls it, lightly choking me and finally tells me to look at him. I am facing a mirror, so I open my eyes and look. He is very good looking, better in person then his photos even. He asks me if I like what I see. I smile and tell him "yes, very much". He fucks me harder and I close my eyes in pleasure. He pulls the belt tighter and tells me to look at him and that he didn't tell me I could close my eyes. I do as told and he tells me what a good white bitch I am... Mmmmm.

He tells me to get on my back and I roll over for him. As I do, I pull my legs up, spreading them wide. He moans again, telling me "good bitch, open wide for this nigger dick". He gets on the bed and slides his cock in. He feels great. He keeps telling me what a good whitebitch pussy I have. As he slides in again, he tilts his head back and moans. He looks down at me and whispers "that is some damn good pussy, girl". I smile and ask him, "You like that, Daddy". He purses his lips and moans. I'm a bit disappointed as he has yet to really fuck me good and hard. He has to keep pulling out to avoid cumming. He stands up and gets his water bottle. He takes a drink then drinks again, holding it in his mouth. He leans over me and lets it pour into my mouth. I push some out then swallow the rest. I know he is pleased. He does that a few more times, then takes in more water and leans down to suck on my nipple. The cold water pours over my breast...Mmmmmm.

He gets on his knees and just looks at me. He leans over me again and tells me "you got such a cute damn face". He leans over and teases me, licking my lips and then finally kisses me. He raises his head and just looks at me again, telling me again how he has imagined my cute face looking at him. He stands up and tells me to open my pussy up for him. I rub my clit and spread my pussy lips for him. He pours the cold water on my clit and I moan. He stands there and just looks for a bit, telling me to play with my pussy for him. He moans and leans down to lick my clit. His tongue plays with my clit for a bit then he smacks my ass and tells me to get back on my knees. I turn over and he fucks me some more. This time a bit harder but as I finally start to enjoy it, he pulls out.

He tells me not to move and he comes around to get on the bed, sitting in front of me with his dick in my face. I start to lick it and he smacks my face, telling me he didn't say I could. He just wants to look at my pretty face with his black cock in front of it. He smacks my face with his cock, moaning in pleasure. He tells me "you want to suck it, don't you". I ask him if I can and he tells me to open my mouth. He shoves his cock in and tells me to just leave it. I move my tongue and he tells me to stop...just sit there and don't move cuz he wants to just look at his cock in my mouth with my beautiful eyes looking up at him.

He finally has me give him head and I do for a bit. He makes me stop and moves around me. He tells me to get on my knees on the floor and lean against the bed. I do and he positions himself under me and fucks me that way. That feels great..his cock slamming up into me. He fucks me that way for a bit then pulls me back, telling me to get down on all four. I do as told and he fucks me from behind some more. He stops, leaving his cock in me. I want more, so I grasp his cock with my pussy. He moans, telling me he can feel that and tells me to jack his cock off with my pussy, so I do. He moans, telling me good girl and tells me how great my pussy is. He starts to fuck me again and soon I hear him cry out and I feel his hot cum hit my back. Lots of it. He moves around to face me and I lick the cum off his dick. He sits on the edge of the bed and I give him head. As I rise up on my knees, I can feel his hot cum running down my back, down my ass... It makes me so wet. He loves me to look at him as I suck his cock. He loves my face and the look of his cock in my mouth. He stands up and tells me to open my mouth. He fucks my mouth, shoving his cock in deep. I can typically deep throat, but can't seem to do it today....he makes me choke which may be better as that turns him on more.

I get him hard again and he tells me to get on the bed. I get on my knees and he gives me a pretty good fuck. He has me get on my back again as he again, wants to see my face as he cums. He fucks me this way and soon he cums on my stomach and breasts.

Once we are done playing around, he gets up to shower as I lie on the bed playing with my clit. I am still unsatisfied and a bit disappointed. It was definitely fun and I will definitely fuck him again, but I would have loved a longer, harder fucking and would definitely have loved some more oral. Oh well. I loved his trash talking and the slut in me, loves to be treated like a whore. I really did enjoy that part of it and he is damn cute, so he's worth playing with again. Maybe it'll get better.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Pipe sprung a leak.....

Deliciously entertaining. That is not even adequate to describe the fun I had with Draino. I had been texting and talking with him for a bit and finally had the chance to meet him last night. He raved about being a "pleaser", which a lot of men tend to say, but seldom actually are. I guess the definition of pleasing a woman differs between men and women. His definition was certainly untainted.

I get to his house and he pulls me in for a deep, passionate kiss with his hands on my face. Mmmm. Off to a great start. He pulls me to the couch and we make idle chit-chat for a little bit. He keeps staring into my eyes and lips and finally puts my face in his hands again and pulls me in. We kiss on the couch for a bit and in between breathes he whispers what a great kisser I am and how beautiful I am. Definitely makes high grades for that. It's always good to have a great make-out session reminiscent of high school. With a moan, he pulls me up from the couch and leads me to his bedroom.

Once in his room, he pulls me in and continues to kiss me. He gets his hand in my hair at the back of my neck and gently pulls my head back so he can trail his kisses down my neck. My moans of pleasure urge him on his quest. His hands move to my breasts and he reaches for the bottom of my shirt. No need to tell me twice. I lift my arms and he pulls my shirt over my head, releases my bra and dives right in. The flicker of his tongue on my nipples drives me crazy. His hands begin to rub between my legs and he is pleased to already feel how moist and warm I am. He slides his hands in my slacks, seeking my trembling clit. I tilt my head back and moan in pleasure. He slides his fingers inside and expresses his pleasure at finding it wet for him. He wastes no more time and removes my pants. He rubs me through my panties and those quickly follow my pants to the floor. As I stand there, he begins kissng my clit and I begin to wonder how long I can actually stand there as he does what I love the most.

Fortunately, he doesn't make me wait long. He stands up, grabs my hand and leads me to the bed where he gently pushes me down on my back. He follows on top and as I wrap my legs and arms around him, he leans down and with one hand behind my head, the other on my nipple, he kisses me. Hungry. Wild. As I bite his lower lip, he pulls up and guides me to the edge of the bed. He drops to the floor on his knees and pushes my legs back, spreading me open for his tongue. I desire it so bad, the first touch of his tongue makes me cry out in pleasure, grab the back of his head and lift my hips to beg more.

He continues to give me extreme pleasure with his mouth, fingers and tongue. After several minutes he stands up, leaving me groaning with a hunger I need fed. He tells me he has a surprise for my pretty little clit and goes to an armoire. I smile; "oh yeah?". He grins and pulls out a feather and something else he doesn't let me see. I spread my legs wide in anticipation and he smiles like the wolf after Little Red. He lightly runs the feather along my inner thighs and my ass, barely touching my clit where I want it most. He lets the feather explore my breasts and I grab them as I smile at him, longing for more. He leans forward and sucks my nipples then drops back to the floor. Again, I feel his tongue caressing me, he pushes my ass up and licks around my asshole. Hearing me moan, he goes harder and deeper. He then slides back to seek my wetness. Soon, I hear a faint vibrating and I push my hips forward, eager for what I know is now coming. He places the vibrator on my clit and a surge of esctacy rages through me. He knows he has hit my sweet spot and slowly rotates the vibe on my clit, sliding it down my vaginal walls and then puts it in me as his tongue finds my quivering clit and his finger massages my asshole. I am in heaven. He continues to play with me until I finally cum. I cum hard and fast, legs shaking, stomach trembling. He is relentless and does not stop. He keeps the vibrator on me as he licks me and tastes his reward. Soon, my legs collapse and I am finally able to breathe normal.

Propelled forward by my glowing smile, he gets on the bed and brings his hard shaft to my mouth. I provide him with oral pleasure for several minutes until he grabs my leg telling me he needs to feel me. He repositions himself between my legs and teases me with his hard cock. He slaps in on my clit and then slowly pushes the head in. He smiles and rolls his head back as he enters me, feeling how wet and tight it is. He begins to fuck me and moans telling me how he can feel me gripping his cock with my pussy and how good it feels. I love a man to talk dirty and am pleased to have him tell me repeatedly how good my pussy is and asking me if I like his dick. He adds a little extra pleasure by telling me "I'm gonna make sure baby feels good". Mmmm. Yes, he sure did.

He fucks me this way for a bit, slightly moving position now and then and it is feeling damn good. He shifts me to my side with ass in the air and continues to fuck me. I tell him I want it from the back and I move to my knees. He pulls me to the edge of the bed so he can stand behind me. He groans, telling me what a pretty sight that is with my ass in the air, ready for him. He smacks my ass and I moan in delight, telling him how much I like that. He again, teases me with his cock, rubbing my clit and just grazing my pussy with his head. I move my ass in anticipation and he finally gives me what I want. I love doggy style. It feels great having a big cock pound your pussy that way. He begins fucking me, enjoying my white cream over his black cock. He has great stamina and fucks me for awhile as I enjoy every thrust of him deep inside. He stops for a second and pulls out...I groan, but he is soon back and I find it was to reach for the vibrator. He pushes his cock back in me and massages my asshole again with his thumb and reaches under to rub the vibrator on my clit. He knows I am satisfied by my cries of pleasure.

He tells me how much he loves the view and I tell him I want a picture of his cock in me. He gets his phone and takes one and then to my enjoyment, video as well...... He records it for a couple of minutes and then lays his phone in front of me to watch as he continues to fuck me. That was so incredible. He twists me around onto my back again telling me he wants to see my beautiful face. He continues to fuck me until he finally cums deep in my pussy.

We lie in bed for awhile, talking and touching. I move to my stomach and am completely relaxed. He gets up and returns with lotion and gives me a great back rub. He flips me over again and to my delight, pulls me to the edge of the bed again. He pleases me again until I cum for him once more. This time, I cum even harder as he relishes the sight of me cumming for him, encouraging me to cum for him. When I can finally breathe again, I move to my knees to take more of him. He fucks me for quite some time until we both collapse, exhausted and satiated.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Bored

Bummer. Didn't have a chance to play with Duke or anyone else. Supposed to see Calvin tomorrow; we'll see.

A spark of good news, though! My man is going out of town next month! Yay - some fun without having to come up with some stupid excuse! Fun, fun fun.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

The Duke and I

I have a severe case of road rage. Living in Houston and trying to get anywhere at 5pm, you are bound to have it. It takes forever to get anywhere....I don't have the patience. The little dude I realized lived on the other damn side of town...I was not in the mood to sit in traffic forever to play with this little boy. Not today.

Instead, I had received a message a few days prior from a cutie pie I have been messing with for awhile but it's been a few months since I've seen him. He's a ton of fun and such a cutie. I called him and he begged me to come over....One of the biggest things I love about him is the way he plays. He kisses me with such fierce passion it makes my toes curl. I get out of my ride and he grabs me into a hug and kisses me like that....Yum. He tells me how much he has missed me and how happy he is to see me.

I love being with him. He goes after me like he could devour me...such hunger. As he's above me, kissing me, he gets his fingers in my hair and pulls me to him to get every bit of me and then pulls my hair back to bite my neck. I absolutely love when he gets rough cuz he'll then turn around and be so sweet and gentle - in one breath he groans how beautiful I am and then bites the hell out of my neck. The sex is a lot of fun and the conversation after is always entertaining. He always makes comments on how much he wished I wasn't married.......such a sweetheart. He loves my body and everything about me. How can you not love that?

Unfortunately, we got a late start and he needed to pick up his son so the encounter was a little brief. I typically need some time as most guys don't last long when they get in me. They cum far too quickly much to my disappointment. He begged me to try and come over tomorrow promising he wasn't done with me - I will definitely do what I can to play with Duke some more.

What to do today?

I spent this afternoon chatting with a couple of fun ones and got my gears revving! I have not me either of them, yet, but man oh man. One of them is this "street ni@@a" as he calls himself. He is a freak and loves to go on about the things he would love to do to me. I must say, it is intriguing. Unfortunately, he is not as discreet. His wife has found some of our chats, but oh well. That's his problem. I truly don't see ever really meeting this guy, but it's fun to chat with him.

The other is a man who is part of a couple. Both he and his girlfriend want me bad. It is such a turn on to talk to them. I've never been with a woman and not sure how much I would do - I'm all for kissing and fondling and would love her to taste me, but not sure I would return it. But regardless, it makes me so crazy hot to talk to them. She wants me bad and enjoys watching her man with another woman. That would be so wild. They are also a distance, so who knows if it will ever happen, but there are other couples.....

Anyways, they've got me on fire. I've got to find someone to play with today. I've contacted this little boy (21) and may go play Cougar with him. He is dying to be with me. I have not met him yet, but he may be fun. We shall see......

Monday, March 8, 2010

Sunday with Calvin

It's been too long since I've been with Calvin. Anything more then a week, is way too long. He was what I consider to be my first real affair. By this I mean he is the first man I met on-line and whether it was brave or stupid, I went to his apartment with the intention of having sex.

He had contacted me on the "personals" site and I couldn't believe it. He is the epitomy of tall, dark and handsome. He has got this amazing body (works out often) and is unbelievably sexy. He's got that great deep voice and he is hung like a horse! When he gets too excited, it is actually painful if he tries to go too deep. I think one day, he may bust through my uterus!

We try to see each other as much as possible, but he has been very busy lately and we don't get as much time as we would like to. We were finally able to connect on Sunday....We met at a hotel and after getting in bed, we spent quite some time locked in a very passionate embrace, kissing like our lives depended on it. He loves my large breasts and began kissing down my neck to my breasts where he lingered and devoured them with his mouth..sucking and biting as he looked into my eyes. He loves my eyes and likes to ensure a light is on when we make love, much to my chagrin. He tells me he loves not just the color of them, but he loves the look of passion and desire in them when he pushes me open.

Apparently, I am blessed in the vaginal category. I have strong muscles and am naturally tight. Men, of course, love that. Because of that, what I love, is thickness which he has in abundance. I love being with him because he is so damn sexy, but unfortunately, he's not one for oral. Even more unfortunate for me, that is the only way I orgasm. So, I love the sex with him, but it is not always 100% satisfying. So I do have a few spares that I play with to fulfill that, but you'll learn that later.

I digress. Our encounter was brief as he needed to be somewhere again and had broken loose to be with me for a bit. I do love that he often tells me how much he needs me and wants me. You would be an idiot to not appreciate that. It is a great feeling to get a text telling you how much you are desired.

We have plans to meet again Thursday, but I'm not holding my breath. He often has to cancel, so we shall see.....I'll keep you posted.

In the beginning......

I am starting this blog as a form of "release"......I am a Sinner. There, I said it. I'm not what you would call a woman of religious origins nor am I truly an aetheist, but I do know right from wrong. I guess this blog is what happens when carnal cravings destroy all common sense and your ability to detect right from wrong. I take that back. As I just said, I do still know right from wrong, it's guilt that seems to be absent.

Don't get me wrong. I love my husband; although I question if I am still IN love with him. Yes, there is a difference. I left him for about three months and he wore me down, damn it. He was devastated and regardless of what you may think about me and my blatant disregard for one of the commandments, I have a very big heart and more often than not, I tend to put others needs and happiness ahead of mine. I didn't have the heart to break his; so I went home. When it all boils down, I have an immense sexual desire that cannot be ignored.

He is quite a bit older then I am and over the years, that difference in age has begun to take it's toll. I stayed faithful for about a year or longer when the sex quit. I eventually could not take it anymore and had to venture out.

A friend of mine happend to break my adulteress cherry. We had been friends for years and to my knowledge, he was happily married although I intimidated the hell out of his wife. I eventually learned why. I found that they were swingers and he apparently had a huge crush on me. He finally came out and told me how much he wanted to have sex with me. While I wasn't entirely attracted to him, I was so freaking horny, I could have hurt him. I took him up on his request to have me and it unleashed a flood of such strong passion, I had almost forgotten it was there. Afterall, I am a Scorpio and how I managed to go without for so long is beyond me.

That was just the beginning. From there I found a website for shall we say, "personals" and finally started to have some fun. I was still hesitant, but a few months after him, I eventually had what I consider to be my first "real" affair with a stranger. I still see him to this day and love every minute of him. Since him, I think I've lost track of how many guys I have been with....

I have always been in long-term relationships. At 16 I began dating a guy for about four years. When we split, I had a very brief single period and got involved with my husband. I feel like I never truly had my "good times" and I am making up for lost time now. A couple of friends know of my discretions, but otherwise, it is a double life I lead which adds to the excitement of it all. Those who did know, I have begun lying to and claiming that I am behaving.....

Not sure if it makes a difference, but I guess I'll also mention that I am a BBW. I am a plus size woman and if I dig deep enough, this may have some bearing on my sex drive. I am tall, have long blonde hair and from what I am told, beautiful eyes. I receive a lot of daily messages from men of all ages and races exclaiming how beautiful I am and asking for a chance to be with me....I have never really considered myself beautiful. I would agree I'm not ugly, but I think I still get amazed at the men I have been with. My first affair I mentioned a moment ago is so gorgeous...He is tall, sexy and has a great body. He is essentially a man I would never have imagined myself with, yet he always tells me how beautiful I am and for some reason, he loves my body. I don't, but as long as my "guys" do, then who am I to complain? So I could say, if I base my ego on the compliments I consistently receive, then I am one hot cookie. And I would be lying if I said the sexual relations I have didn't provide a needed boost to my ego and definitely perks my self esteem.

So again, I am starting this blog as a form of "release". You know how it is when you have a secret that you can't tell.....I'm great at keeping secrets, but some things are just too juicy not to tell. So let me tell you a secret.........