I started receiving messages again from this guy who kept acting like he knew me but for the life of me, I could not recognize him. He called me and I realized who it was but told him we had never met. He told me he was crushed that I didn't remember and that we had fucked. OMG. Finally it dawned on me and I remembered, but damn. How did I forget? Such a slut.
I was working late, but went ahead and met him for a wuickie. It was fun but too quick and I guess I remembered why I didn't remember. LOL. It was uneventful as he wasn't very big but every now and then he would hit a good spot.
Oh well. I'll keep him around for emergencies. LOL
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
The Duke
Monday, APril 26th
I met the Duke at his house for a quickie fuck after work. What sucks now is it's damn near only my ass that he wants now and I'm not to a point where I actually like it. If it's not lubed enough, it still hurts and I think he still rushes it a bit.
We played around for a bit. He's such a sweet cutie and we kissed for a bit then played a little oral before he soon wanted to fuck. He does still love my pussy and started there but he kept telling me how much he wanted my ass, but kept fucking my pussy. Soon, he came and it went downhill from there. Once he came, he couldn't really get hard enough for me. I'd suck his cock and he'd get hard, but then would lose it. He did play with me for a bit for my enjoyment, but it was all sadly over well before it began. Grrrr.
I met the Duke at his house for a quickie fuck after work. What sucks now is it's damn near only my ass that he wants now and I'm not to a point where I actually like it. If it's not lubed enough, it still hurts and I think he still rushes it a bit.
We played around for a bit. He's such a sweet cutie and we kissed for a bit then played a little oral before he soon wanted to fuck. He does still love my pussy and started there but he kept telling me how much he wanted my ass, but kept fucking my pussy. Soon, he came and it went downhill from there. Once he came, he couldn't really get hard enough for me. I'd suck his cock and he'd get hard, but then would lose it. He did play with me for a bit for my enjoyment, but it was all sadly over well before it began. Grrrr.
Do me Daddy
Thursday, April 22nd.
Daddy had contacted me earlier in the week wanting his white bitch again. We made plans for Thursday and e demanded I wear a skirt with "fuck-me" heels. I wait for him on the bed. Naked except the skirt and heels.
I was a bit earlier then him and horny as hell so I had brought in my little friend, the bullet. I was playing with it before he arrived and when I opened the door for him I intentionally left it on the bed. He started to fuck me from behind and soon grabbed the bullet telling me to use it while he fucked me, so of course I did. My God, I was loving it and so was he. He kept telling me how he loved me nuttin' all over his black cock. I came good and hard and he pulled around for me to suck his cock. We played for a bit and he nutted four damn times. He got his chance to nut on my face. He propped my head on pillows and leaned over me so I could finish him off. It's funny cuz his "role" is to be this dominant man, controlling me and he initially told me we would not talk or whatever, yet he told me all about an interview he had and he drops these "sweet" things.n When he was leaning over me, I was talking dirty to get him to cum he just kept staring in my eyes telling me how cute or how beautiful I was. I see it as a turn on that he obviously feels more then he's willing to admit. Hell, you can't help but talk to me. I think it's cute though, it's like he was trying to impress me as it was a major noteworthy interview.
Anyways, we end up fucking in doggy style again and he starts telling me what a good bitch I am and I tell him he can do whatever he wants. He tells me to be careful cuz I know what that means. I repeat he can do whatever, so he starts to push his head into my asshole. I was so damn wet and horny, I actually enjoyed it. This was part of why I wanted the Duke to fuck my ass. I want to be able to do it, but wanted past the pain with Daddy. He was so excited - he told me how surprised he was but he knew it wasn't the first and he slapped me asking who I let fuck my ass before him. I told him I asked a friend to fuck my ass so it would be ready for him. With him it really was pretty good....
I love giving in to him and letting him treat me like his whore. It's a real feeling of release. A chance to not think of anything and just enjoy.
Daddy had contacted me earlier in the week wanting his white bitch again. We made plans for Thursday and e demanded I wear a skirt with "fuck-me" heels. I wait for him on the bed. Naked except the skirt and heels.
I was a bit earlier then him and horny as hell so I had brought in my little friend, the bullet. I was playing with it before he arrived and when I opened the door for him I intentionally left it on the bed. He started to fuck me from behind and soon grabbed the bullet telling me to use it while he fucked me, so of course I did. My God, I was loving it and so was he. He kept telling me how he loved me nuttin' all over his black cock. I came good and hard and he pulled around for me to suck his cock. We played for a bit and he nutted four damn times. He got his chance to nut on my face. He propped my head on pillows and leaned over me so I could finish him off. It's funny cuz his "role" is to be this dominant man, controlling me and he initially told me we would not talk or whatever, yet he told me all about an interview he had and he drops these "sweet" things.n When he was leaning over me, I was talking dirty to get him to cum he just kept staring in my eyes telling me how cute or how beautiful I was. I see it as a turn on that he obviously feels more then he's willing to admit. Hell, you can't help but talk to me. I think it's cute though, it's like he was trying to impress me as it was a major noteworthy interview.
Anyways, we end up fucking in doggy style again and he starts telling me what a good bitch I am and I tell him he can do whatever he wants. He tells me to be careful cuz I know what that means. I repeat he can do whatever, so he starts to push his head into my asshole. I was so damn wet and horny, I actually enjoyed it. This was part of why I wanted the Duke to fuck my ass. I want to be able to do it, but wanted past the pain with Daddy. He was so excited - he told me how surprised he was but he knew it wasn't the first and he slapped me asking who I let fuck my ass before him. I told him I asked a friend to fuck my ass so it would be ready for him. With him it really was pretty good....
I love giving in to him and letting him treat me like his whore. It's a real feeling of release. A chance to not think of anything and just enjoy.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Wednesday, April 21 - Calvin
Calvin and I are jonzing for each other so we make plans to meet at noon. We meet in a hotel this time. Ugh. So damn sexy. We kiss and make out for a bit. He loves my big breasts and biting my nipples. He lies on top of me with his mouth at breast level and has one in each hand sucking, biting and he loves when I watch him. He loves my eyes and he loves to fuck where he can see my face.
Soon he gets above me and works his huge cock in my tight pussy. God, that always feels so damn good. He fucks me this way for a bit, his arms under my legs pushing them back....soon, he turns me to my side and fucks me this way, which I love and we move to doggy style shortly after. Eventually, we always end up back with him on top or me on top cuz he loves to see me. I had told him that I hate it when it's over and he pulls the beast out.....he was trying so hard not to cum. He kept pulling out to calm himself as he always tells me he loves my pussy so much he wants to cum as soon as he goes in. But he holds off for awhile until he can't anymore and soon cums deep inside of me. Bummer. It's over, but so much more fun then his damn couch. LOL
We lie in bed for a bit, both on our backs..he grabs my hand and lays it palm up on his chest and rubs circles on my palm as we talk. He's so sweet......
We always end up
Soon he gets above me and works his huge cock in my tight pussy. God, that always feels so damn good. He fucks me this way for a bit, his arms under my legs pushing them back....soon, he turns me to my side and fucks me this way, which I love and we move to doggy style shortly after. Eventually, we always end up back with him on top or me on top cuz he loves to see me. I had told him that I hate it when it's over and he pulls the beast out.....he was trying so hard not to cum. He kept pulling out to calm himself as he always tells me he loves my pussy so much he wants to cum as soon as he goes in. But he holds off for awhile until he can't anymore and soon cums deep inside of me. Bummer. It's over, but so much more fun then his damn couch. LOL
We lie in bed for a bit, both on our backs..he grabs my hand and lays it palm up on his chest and rubs circles on my palm as we talk. He's so sweet......
We always end up
The Duke - April 1, 14, 15 & 17
As previously mentioned, I've been fucking with the Duke for awhile and in that time, he has constantly begged me to let him fuck me in the ass. Awhile back, I let him start playing with it, like a finger while he eats me. So on the 1st, I was playing with him and we were in 69 and he started to tongue my ass. I do admit, I enjoyed it. He got no objections, so he kept that up and eventually began to use his fingers. He wanted in me, so he told me to ride him - I moved to a reverse cowboy and he slid into my pussy. While I'm riding him, he was pulling open my ass and telling me how beautiful it was and how badly he wanted to fuck it. I finally caved and said fuck it....I told him he could. I thought he would cum right then and there he was so excited. I told him he had to take it slow cuz it was essentially a vigin asshole; it had been a looooong time since I'd taken it in the ass.
He gets ready and uses his fingers first, working it open. It hurt like hell as he was only using spit....I sucked it up like a big girl and let him play. Eventually he worked his cock in and he about blew a gasket when I took it all - he went in deep. God. It freaking hurt. Too quickly, he started to go to town and I made him let up. I told him he needed to go slow so he fucked my pussy and came that way.
Over the next couple weeks we couldn't get time to play, so finally we made plans on the 14th. He is single dad so often our play time is too quick. But, I get over there and he is so excited! He fortunately found some damn lube this time! We start off with some oral fun as usual as he loves the way i suck his cock as I deep throat him and it drives him wild. He is great with the oral too so i enjoy when he goes down on me. He eventually fucks me in my pussy, but is soon begging for my ass and I let him. He gets it wet and works his way in and soon the pain begins to subside a little. I'm not quite enjoying it. My big fear with anal is not so much the pain, but the fear of what is in your ass! How gross is it to get some poop....Yuck. But all is well and he is in heaven.
The next day he wants me to come over again. I text him in the morning asking if he's gonna take pictures of his cock in my ass. He asks me if I'm serious and I tell him hell yes, that I want to see his cock in me. When I get to his house later, he is on fire - he tells me the thought of taking a picture of it has had his cock hard all day. Nice! So we have some quick fun as he has to pick up his son, and he takes a couple picks which are so hot...
Again, the next day he asks me to come over. I get there and he actually had his son there. I was surprised, but what the hell?! He gets his son in his room playing video games and we go to his room to have some fun again. Sadly, my husband texts and is home from work early so we again have to make a quickie. But we do and each time, it's getting better. Still not fully enjoyable as it really just makes me feel like I have to shit. But when he gets in deep and moves his cock around, that does feel pretty good. So what the hell - I told him I did it for him and I'll be his freak whore and that he could do whatever he wanted with me so we'll see what he comes up with. LOL
He is such a cutie and asks me what I'm doing for lunch and asks if he can take me to lunch and a movie - he always tells me how much he wishes I wasn't married as he really likes me. We have fun together not just sexually, but we laugh and talk and mesh well. But unfortunately, I have to get going as I told the hubby I was shopping. Oh well, another time.
He gets ready and uses his fingers first, working it open. It hurt like hell as he was only using spit....I sucked it up like a big girl and let him play. Eventually he worked his cock in and he about blew a gasket when I took it all - he went in deep. God. It freaking hurt. Too quickly, he started to go to town and I made him let up. I told him he needed to go slow so he fucked my pussy and came that way.
Over the next couple weeks we couldn't get time to play, so finally we made plans on the 14th. He is single dad so often our play time is too quick. But, I get over there and he is so excited! He fortunately found some damn lube this time! We start off with some oral fun as usual as he loves the way i suck his cock as I deep throat him and it drives him wild. He is great with the oral too so i enjoy when he goes down on me. He eventually fucks me in my pussy, but is soon begging for my ass and I let him. He gets it wet and works his way in and soon the pain begins to subside a little. I'm not quite enjoying it. My big fear with anal is not so much the pain, but the fear of what is in your ass! How gross is it to get some poop....Yuck. But all is well and he is in heaven.
The next day he wants me to come over again. I text him in the morning asking if he's gonna take pictures of his cock in my ass. He asks me if I'm serious and I tell him hell yes, that I want to see his cock in me. When I get to his house later, he is on fire - he tells me the thought of taking a picture of it has had his cock hard all day. Nice! So we have some quick fun as he has to pick up his son, and he takes a couple picks which are so hot...
Again, the next day he asks me to come over. I get there and he actually had his son there. I was surprised, but what the hell?! He gets his son in his room playing video games and we go to his room to have some fun again. Sadly, my husband texts and is home from work early so we again have to make a quickie. But we do and each time, it's getting better. Still not fully enjoyable as it really just makes me feel like I have to shit. But when he gets in deep and moves his cock around, that does feel pretty good. So what the hell - I told him I did it for him and I'll be his freak whore and that he could do whatever he wanted with me so we'll see what he comes up with. LOL
He is such a cutie and asks me what I'm doing for lunch and asks if he can take me to lunch and a movie - he always tells me how much he wishes I wasn't married as he really likes me. We have fun together not just sexually, but we laugh and talk and mesh well. But unfortunately, I have to get going as I told the hubby I was shopping. Oh well, another time.
Sunday, April 11th - Draino
Haven't had much chance to post, so I have to play catch-up.
Sunday, I finally got to spend my time with Dranio and wow. What fun. As soon as I get there, he brings me to the bedroom and the party begins! I had worn a cupless chemise and stiletto boots that went about to my knees, a skirt and a wrap shirt that comes undone with the pull of a string and pantyhose. He removed my top then skirt and ripped off the pantyhose. He keeps a trunk in his room and this stored all of the "goodies".
He pulls out a collar that has a chain with cuffs so your hands are cuffed up near the collar. He puts that on me and then a blindfold and pushes me back on the bed. He starts to run a feather all over my body and the fact that I can't see makes it so exciting. He soon goes to work on me and plays with me using vibrators, his mouth, fingers you name it. He uses a vibe in my ass and plays with both. Eventually he makes me cum so hard. God, it was awesome.
He removes the blindfold but keeps me cuffed. He puts another devise on my ankles that bind my ankles together - not close, maybe 2 feet apart. He uses that to push my legs back and fucks me good. He removes all my bindigs so he can fuck me from behind. I get to my knees and he goes at it. Soon he puts the tip of his cock in my ass and cums which feels great feeling his cock throb inside my ass and feel his hot cum shooting out.
We lie in bed and play around for a bit, I give him head and eventually ride him until I beg for him to fuck me from the back again. We play this way and eventually cum and collapse. We lie in bed just talking for a bit and getting our wind back. I move so that i am lying on my knees with my ass in the air and tell him I need more. He flips me over and orally satisfies me some more until I cum.
We played for about 5 or 6 hours, fucking, sucking....Mmmmmm. I had so much fun. He recorded me giving him head and fucking me and took lots of pictures. I look at them now and go crazy. Yum...
Sunday, I finally got to spend my time with Dranio and wow. What fun. As soon as I get there, he brings me to the bedroom and the party begins! I had worn a cupless chemise and stiletto boots that went about to my knees, a skirt and a wrap shirt that comes undone with the pull of a string and pantyhose. He removed my top then skirt and ripped off the pantyhose. He keeps a trunk in his room and this stored all of the "goodies".
He pulls out a collar that has a chain with cuffs so your hands are cuffed up near the collar. He puts that on me and then a blindfold and pushes me back on the bed. He starts to run a feather all over my body and the fact that I can't see makes it so exciting. He soon goes to work on me and plays with me using vibrators, his mouth, fingers you name it. He uses a vibe in my ass and plays with both. Eventually he makes me cum so hard. God, it was awesome.
He removes the blindfold but keeps me cuffed. He puts another devise on my ankles that bind my ankles together - not close, maybe 2 feet apart. He uses that to push my legs back and fucks me good. He removes all my bindigs so he can fuck me from behind. I get to my knees and he goes at it. Soon he puts the tip of his cock in my ass and cums which feels great feeling his cock throb inside my ass and feel his hot cum shooting out.
We lie in bed and play around for a bit, I give him head and eventually ride him until I beg for him to fuck me from the back again. We play this way and eventually cum and collapse. We lie in bed just talking for a bit and getting our wind back. I move so that i am lying on my knees with my ass in the air and tell him I need more. He flips me over and orally satisfies me some more until I cum.
We played for about 5 or 6 hours, fucking, sucking....Mmmmmm. I had so much fun. He recorded me giving him head and fucking me and took lots of pictures. I look at them now and go crazy. Yum...
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Draino, My Master
Draino works offshore and unfortunately, he went out soon after we fucked but we have been texting daily. I had told him my fantasy was to be tied up, blindfolded and have him play with me and do what he wanted. Well, he has taken that to the extreme and I cannot believe how turned on I am. He has been showing me the toys he has bought. He spent over $200 on toys like a collar, gag, paddle, vibes, cuffs....and he has been telling me what he is going to do to me. Man. I get so wet when I think about it. He'll be back in town tomorrow and Sunday my husband will be at work so we can have the day to play. i am so damn excited and turned on by him and everything he has planned to please me......
Calvin - So damn Sexy
I met up with Calvin in his office again and as usual, he is SO DAMN SEXY. God, he drives me nuts. It's crazy because the sex is not THAT great. He has got this great, huge, thick beautiful cock but he doesn't do oral or anything else for that matter. It is usually way too quick for my taste. it's always a quick wham, bam, thank you ma'am and I always ask myself why I've been fucking him for so long and then I see him again and Damn. Seriously ladies, you would drool over his sexy ass.
But, it was fun - we fucked on the couch in his office again. Yummy.
But, it was fun - we fucked on the couch in his office again. Yummy.
Monday, April 5, 2010
Lil' Jon
I started getting texts again from Lil Jon who is about 23ish. I had messed with him for a bit just because he was close to home and had a big dick, but it wasn't that great, so I had quit seeing him. Yesterday, he was texting me again, begging to see me, telling me how much he missed me. I had to get to the airport in a few hours to pick up my husband who had been out of town. It turned me on to think of fucking him then going to get him so I figured what the hell and went to see him.
He has a nice, big, thick cock but always came too quickly and his oral was just "ok". I get there and he starts kissing me, taking my clothes off. He pushes me to the bed and lies next to me, kissing me and rubbing my pussy which is already so wet. He tells me how sexy I am and again, how much he has missed me. He kisses his way down to my pussy and begins eating me out. I do have to say, his oral has definitely improved as it feels great. He's got his fingers inside me and his tongue is working my clit; just the way I love it. He keeps this up for a bit and soon comes up to fuck me. He pushes his cock into my tight pussy and gives me a pretty good pounding. He eventually cums and lies next to me, kissing me and rubbing my pussy again. He grins knowing what I still want and works his way back to my pussy.
He is working my pussy good, it is feeling great. I tell him to play with my ass and he does as I say. He soon gets a finger in my ass and in my pussy with his tongue working my clit. MMmmmm. Great. Soon, I cum and I cum hard. It felt so damn good. He lies next to me again and we make out for a little while, then I tell him I want his cock in my pussy from behind. I get to my knees and he fucks my pussy from the back, beating it hard the way I like and smacking my ass. Soon he cums and I get on my back again, wanting more of his tongue.
He continues to eat my pussy and damn, I have to say, his mouth can go the distance. Most guys get tired, which I don't blame them. I know my jaws get tired and lips go numb if I give head for too damn long, but man, he keeps going.....Eventually, I don't think I'm gonna cum again and I feel like it's getting late. Sure enough, we check the time and i've got to go.
We clean up and get dressed and he tells me how he loves that "I put it on him" and that I am the best he has ever been with. He begs to see me again soon, telling me yet again, how much he loves my pussy.
It cracks me up how these boys fall in love with some good pussy. Soon after I leave, he texts me "love you". Geesh.
He has a nice, big, thick cock but always came too quickly and his oral was just "ok". I get there and he starts kissing me, taking my clothes off. He pushes me to the bed and lies next to me, kissing me and rubbing my pussy which is already so wet. He tells me how sexy I am and again, how much he has missed me. He kisses his way down to my pussy and begins eating me out. I do have to say, his oral has definitely improved as it feels great. He's got his fingers inside me and his tongue is working my clit; just the way I love it. He keeps this up for a bit and soon comes up to fuck me. He pushes his cock into my tight pussy and gives me a pretty good pounding. He eventually cums and lies next to me, kissing me and rubbing my pussy again. He grins knowing what I still want and works his way back to my pussy.
He is working my pussy good, it is feeling great. I tell him to play with my ass and he does as I say. He soon gets a finger in my ass and in my pussy with his tongue working my clit. MMmmmm. Great. Soon, I cum and I cum hard. It felt so damn good. He lies next to me again and we make out for a little while, then I tell him I want his cock in my pussy from behind. I get to my knees and he fucks my pussy from the back, beating it hard the way I like and smacking my ass. Soon he cums and I get on my back again, wanting more of his tongue.
He continues to eat my pussy and damn, I have to say, his mouth can go the distance. Most guys get tired, which I don't blame them. I know my jaws get tired and lips go numb if I give head for too damn long, but man, he keeps going.....Eventually, I don't think I'm gonna cum again and I feel like it's getting late. Sure enough, we check the time and i've got to go.
We clean up and get dressed and he tells me how he loves that "I put it on him" and that I am the best he has ever been with. He begs to see me again soon, telling me yet again, how much he loves my pussy.
It cracks me up how these boys fall in love with some good pussy. Soon after I leave, he texts me "love you". Geesh.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Friday with Cube
I decided to meet another new guy to see if I could have some fun. I drive way out to see him and I now have to say, it wasn't really worth my time. I get there and he was so damn excited to see me, we make our way quickly to the bedroom. We lie down and start kissing, he rubs my back moving between my legs. He pulls his pants down and I start to give him head, after a bit he tells me he's never had head like that..I laugh and he tells me he's serious and calls me a bad mother fucker. LOL
I stand up and undress as he watches. I move on to the bed and he starts kissing me, working his way to my pussy. He starts to work on my pussy and it feels pretty good. He moves up to fuck me and considering I was disappointed in the size of his cock, it wasn't a bad fuck . It wasn't small, he was 6'3" so I was hoping he'd be bigger. He fucks me missionary for a bit then asks me to get on my knees so he can hit it from the back. I move to my knees and he gives me a pretty good fucking as I love it from the back. He eventually comes and he works my pussy again. I can't cum and think it's really because I'm not totally feeling him. I start to tell him how to eat my pussy, telling him to shove his fingers in me. With my direction, it gets better, but I still don't cum.
He was grilling food, so we decide to quit for now and check on that. We move out to his porch and I felt like I was in one of the Friday movies. It was a run down neighborhood and he had a crackhead mowing his yard. The crackhead comes up on the porch telling him to give him money and then begs for some of the food. Geeze. THen his brother comes home and right after that, one of his friends goes driving by at the end of the street, backs up and turns down. He laughs saying he knew he'd come by, seeing a white girl on the porch. joy. So, he and his son come up and make them selves at home, grabbing food off the grill and acting like they own the joint. Soon after another of his friends comes driving by. Damn. Eventually, they all leave and we go in to eat. While we are sitting there, he calls his sister about something telling them about "his lady friend". Apparently he told everyone I was coming. He goes on and on with me about how he wants to be my other guy, doesn't want me fuckign anyone else, telling me he wants me to meet his friends and family....um. No.
We eventually move back to the bedroom and he starts to eat my pussy again. He does this for a bit; I still don't cum. He moves up to the bed and I give him head again, getting him hard to fuck me some more. We play around for a bit and eventually, he ends up coming three times, but I have yet to. We lie on the bed and he starts rubbing my back and ass, which feels great. Soon, I hear him calling his friend back over. At the time I was ok with a threesome, but by the time he showed up, I had lost interest in all of it and was ready to leave. I figured what the hell, let's give it a shot. We move outside to his RV as his brother and sister-in-law were there too. We get out there and it's hot and uncomfortable. I've got no desire to fuck his friend as there is no attraction there whatsoever. I bend over to suck Cube's cock and his friend tries fucking me from behind. I'm not wet so it's not working very well. I stand up and tell him I'm done and he starts kissing me and telling me he loves me. I'm like WTF? He gives his friend grief for not being able to get me wet. He pulls me down to the couch so I'm sitting and starts kissing me, rubbing my pussy. I start to get wet, but as soon as his friend tries to fuck me again, I dry up. His friend gives up and Cube keeps kissing me. His friend thankfully leaves and Cube has me get on my knees on the couch. It is uncomfortable as hell and I'm not really in the mood. I stand up telling him it's uncomfortable and that I'm tired. He asks me to go back to the bed, so I'm like, fine. We move back there and i get on my knees on the bed. He starts to fuck me from behind, but I'm getting really bored with it all. He keeps spreading my ass open, telling me how pretty that ass is. He then starts pushing his cock in my ass and it pisses me off as I've told him I don't want it in my ass. He pulls out, and rubs it telling me again, "it's just so pretty' and again puts his cock in my ass. I move away and turn over, telling him I'm done. I'm pissed at this point and he tries to have me suck his cock. I tell him I'm done and ready to leave.
he starts freaking out, thinking he fucked up and knowing he pissed me off. We go back into the house and he tries to get me to lie down. Earlier while we were lying in bed, my husband and sister were texting me and he kept tripping thinking I had another 'bootycall'. He was pissing me off as he was expecting this to be a relationship. I had to tell him I was there to fuck only and that I'm not looking for anything more then that. He again, starts freaking out saying he'll never see me again. I told him he would, just to get out of there. Ugh. I may or may not ever see him again. It wasn't that good of a fuck and who knows how hooked he could get and get crazy -- may be better off leaving him alone... Geeze
I stand up and undress as he watches. I move on to the bed and he starts kissing me, working his way to my pussy. He starts to work on my pussy and it feels pretty good. He moves up to fuck me and considering I was disappointed in the size of his cock, it wasn't a bad fuck . It wasn't small, he was 6'3" so I was hoping he'd be bigger. He fucks me missionary for a bit then asks me to get on my knees so he can hit it from the back. I move to my knees and he gives me a pretty good fucking as I love it from the back. He eventually comes and he works my pussy again. I can't cum and think it's really because I'm not totally feeling him. I start to tell him how to eat my pussy, telling him to shove his fingers in me. With my direction, it gets better, but I still don't cum.
He was grilling food, so we decide to quit for now and check on that. We move out to his porch and I felt like I was in one of the Friday movies. It was a run down neighborhood and he had a crackhead mowing his yard. The crackhead comes up on the porch telling him to give him money and then begs for some of the food. Geeze. THen his brother comes home and right after that, one of his friends goes driving by at the end of the street, backs up and turns down. He laughs saying he knew he'd come by, seeing a white girl on the porch. joy. So, he and his son come up and make them selves at home, grabbing food off the grill and acting like they own the joint. Soon after another of his friends comes driving by. Damn. Eventually, they all leave and we go in to eat. While we are sitting there, he calls his sister about something telling them about "his lady friend". Apparently he told everyone I was coming. He goes on and on with me about how he wants to be my other guy, doesn't want me fuckign anyone else, telling me he wants me to meet his friends and family....um. No.
We eventually move back to the bedroom and he starts to eat my pussy again. He does this for a bit; I still don't cum. He moves up to the bed and I give him head again, getting him hard to fuck me some more. We play around for a bit and eventually, he ends up coming three times, but I have yet to. We lie on the bed and he starts rubbing my back and ass, which feels great. Soon, I hear him calling his friend back over. At the time I was ok with a threesome, but by the time he showed up, I had lost interest in all of it and was ready to leave. I figured what the hell, let's give it a shot. We move outside to his RV as his brother and sister-in-law were there too. We get out there and it's hot and uncomfortable. I've got no desire to fuck his friend as there is no attraction there whatsoever. I bend over to suck Cube's cock and his friend tries fucking me from behind. I'm not wet so it's not working very well. I stand up and tell him I'm done and he starts kissing me and telling me he loves me. I'm like WTF? He gives his friend grief for not being able to get me wet. He pulls me down to the couch so I'm sitting and starts kissing me, rubbing my pussy. I start to get wet, but as soon as his friend tries to fuck me again, I dry up. His friend gives up and Cube keeps kissing me. His friend thankfully leaves and Cube has me get on my knees on the couch. It is uncomfortable as hell and I'm not really in the mood. I stand up telling him it's uncomfortable and that I'm tired. He asks me to go back to the bed, so I'm like, fine. We move back there and i get on my knees on the bed. He starts to fuck me from behind, but I'm getting really bored with it all. He keeps spreading my ass open, telling me how pretty that ass is. He then starts pushing his cock in my ass and it pisses me off as I've told him I don't want it in my ass. He pulls out, and rubs it telling me again, "it's just so pretty' and again puts his cock in my ass. I move away and turn over, telling him I'm done. I'm pissed at this point and he tries to have me suck his cock. I tell him I'm done and ready to leave.
he starts freaking out, thinking he fucked up and knowing he pissed me off. We go back into the house and he tries to get me to lie down. Earlier while we were lying in bed, my husband and sister were texting me and he kept tripping thinking I had another 'bootycall'. He was pissing me off as he was expecting this to be a relationship. I had to tell him I was there to fuck only and that I'm not looking for anything more then that. He again, starts freaking out saying he'll never see me again. I told him he would, just to get out of there. Ugh. I may or may not ever see him again. It wasn't that good of a fuck and who knows how hooked he could get and get crazy -- may be better off leaving him alone... Geeze
The Duke
I hadn't heard from the Duke recently, so I texted him Thursday, asking him if he no longer wanted me. He told me I was trippin' and told me to cum get it. I met up with him after work for some fun.
I get over there and he grabs me, pulls me to him and kisses me with the passion that I love so damn much. He grabs my ass and moves up to grab my breasts. He lifts my shirt and I unhook my bra. He grabs my breasts and sucks the nipples then reaches up and grabs my hair, pulling my head back to expose my neck. He kisses my neck then bites me, making me moan in pleasure. He undoes my pants and pulls my pants to the floor. I step out of them as he rubs my pussy through my panties. He then pulls my panties down and pushes me to the bed. He smacks my ass, telling me to get my sexy ass on the bed.
He undresses and joins me, telling me to suck his cock. I start giving him head and he moans how much he loves that. I take his cock down my throat and hear him cry out. He tells me to give him my pussy so he can taste me. We get into 69 and he works my pussy good, shoving his fingers in and working my clit. He slides his tongue to my ass, fucking my ass with his tongue. He slides a finger in my ass and hearing no objection he continues to tongue fuck my ass. He asks me when I'm gonna let him fuck my ass. He begs telling me it sure looks ready for him. I tell him, maybe. I continue to suck his cock, deep throating him. He smacks my ass as he eats me out. He pushes me down and tells me to ride his cock. I scoot down and slide him in, a reverse cowboy position. I ride his cock for a bit and he grabs my ass, telling me to bring my pussy back. I move back up and we 69 again for a bit.
He then tells me he wants to hit me from the back so we move to doggy style. I love when he fucks me like that as he pounds me good. He fucks me for a bit then begs me to let him fuck my ass. I tell him he can, but needs to work it open as it is virtually a virgin ass. He plays with it and eventually slides his cock in. I've been working my ass for a bit with toys to get used to it, so I'm fairly prepared. When he gets in, I'm ok with it but then he starts to go at it, and it fucking hurts, so I make him ease up. He moans how good it felt and tells me I took his whole cock which was more then he thought I would. He slides back to my pussy and tells me he'll work on that more next time.
He fucks me some more until he cums and then plays with my pussy for a bit. Sadly, we run out of time as he has to pick up his son...so until next time.
I get over there and he grabs me, pulls me to him and kisses me with the passion that I love so damn much. He grabs my ass and moves up to grab my breasts. He lifts my shirt and I unhook my bra. He grabs my breasts and sucks the nipples then reaches up and grabs my hair, pulling my head back to expose my neck. He kisses my neck then bites me, making me moan in pleasure. He undoes my pants and pulls my pants to the floor. I step out of them as he rubs my pussy through my panties. He then pulls my panties down and pushes me to the bed. He smacks my ass, telling me to get my sexy ass on the bed.
He undresses and joins me, telling me to suck his cock. I start giving him head and he moans how much he loves that. I take his cock down my throat and hear him cry out. He tells me to give him my pussy so he can taste me. We get into 69 and he works my pussy good, shoving his fingers in and working my clit. He slides his tongue to my ass, fucking my ass with his tongue. He slides a finger in my ass and hearing no objection he continues to tongue fuck my ass. He asks me when I'm gonna let him fuck my ass. He begs telling me it sure looks ready for him. I tell him, maybe. I continue to suck his cock, deep throating him. He smacks my ass as he eats me out. He pushes me down and tells me to ride his cock. I scoot down and slide him in, a reverse cowboy position. I ride his cock for a bit and he grabs my ass, telling me to bring my pussy back. I move back up and we 69 again for a bit.
He then tells me he wants to hit me from the back so we move to doggy style. I love when he fucks me like that as he pounds me good. He fucks me for a bit then begs me to let him fuck my ass. I tell him he can, but needs to work it open as it is virtually a virgin ass. He plays with it and eventually slides his cock in. I've been working my ass for a bit with toys to get used to it, so I'm fairly prepared. When he gets in, I'm ok with it but then he starts to go at it, and it fucking hurts, so I make him ease up. He moans how good it felt and tells me I took his whole cock which was more then he thought I would. He slides back to my pussy and tells me he'll work on that more next time.
He fucks me some more until he cums and then plays with my pussy for a bit. Sadly, we run out of time as he has to pick up his son...so until next time.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Calvin in the office
Ugh. I have been on my period all week and with perfect timing, it finally stops as soon as my husdband is leaving town. He left town yesterday morning, so last night I made sure I had some fun to make up for a week without any dick.
I had to work late, but made plans to meet up with Calvin. Afterwork I went to visit my sister for a bit and his office is not far from where she works. We made arrangements to meet at his office at midnight. He has a couch in his office and we put it to good use.
He is always quick to get naked as he likes to watch me undress; which drives me insane. So, he strips and sits on the couch and says, "let me watch you get undressed". I moan and ask why and he just says, "cuz I love to". Ugh. So I finish getting naked and move to him. He is sitting on the couch, huge cock at full mast. I get on my knees between his legs and we start to kiss. I kiss my way down his chest, lingering a bit on his nipples, then run my tongue down his stomach finding his cock and lightly running my tongue down it's full shaft to his balls, teasing them a bit with my tongue and kisses. I look up and he is watching every move I make. His hands find my hair and I give him head for a bit until he can't stand it anymore.
He stands up and takes my hand to get up telling me to get on my knees on the couch. I lean over and do so and he enters me from behind. That initial penetration drives me wild. I am tight and he is huge. His cock feels so good and he of course loves it. He fucks me this way for a bit, but he hit a little deep a few times, which is actually painful, but seems to only add to the enjoyment. After a few strokes, he stops and turns on the dang light as he loves to see his black cock entering my pink pussy and it drives him nuts to see my white cum on his cock.
He again stands up and sits down asking me to ride him. Now, I am a big girl and yes, he's a big strong ass man, but I always feel like I'm going to crush him, so I am not always a fan of me on top, but he loves it and promises me I am not crushing him. :)
I straddle him and slide his huge monster inside. He rolls his head back and moans in pleasure. He grabs my breasts, one in each hand and sucks and bites my nipples as I ride him. He loves me on top and moans repeatedly "give me that wet pussy" and "ride your cock, baby". Moaning how good it feels as he bites my nipples.
Before long, he is going crazy, telling me I'm gonna make him cum. Soon, he explodes inside me. I love being with him. He is a major boost for my ego as he is so damn good looking, great physical body and is really a great guy, but I'm always left wanting so much more. By the time he came, I was nowhere near finished. I could fuck him for hours. But alas, we ran to the restrooms to freshen up and made our way out. Sigh.
He cracks me up as a little while after we've parted ways, he'll text me, thanking me for giving him my wet pussy or something to that effect. It reminds me of the first night I met him. I was on my way home and since he was my first "real" affair and he was soooo damn sexy, I was uneasy about it as I am very self conscious of my body and I hadn't really been with anyone other then my husband in a long time. You know when you feel like the guy enjoyed it, but you're not really certain? As I was on my way home, he sends me a text telling me "that was the best pussy I've ever had in my life, can't wait to see you again". I think I smiled for days after that as I was definitely looking forward to seeing him again and now here we are, over two years later.
I had to work late, but made plans to meet up with Calvin. Afterwork I went to visit my sister for a bit and his office is not far from where she works. We made arrangements to meet at his office at midnight. He has a couch in his office and we put it to good use.
He is always quick to get naked as he likes to watch me undress; which drives me insane. So, he strips and sits on the couch and says, "let me watch you get undressed". I moan and ask why and he just says, "cuz I love to". Ugh. So I finish getting naked and move to him. He is sitting on the couch, huge cock at full mast. I get on my knees between his legs and we start to kiss. I kiss my way down his chest, lingering a bit on his nipples, then run my tongue down his stomach finding his cock and lightly running my tongue down it's full shaft to his balls, teasing them a bit with my tongue and kisses. I look up and he is watching every move I make. His hands find my hair and I give him head for a bit until he can't stand it anymore.
He stands up and takes my hand to get up telling me to get on my knees on the couch. I lean over and do so and he enters me from behind. That initial penetration drives me wild. I am tight and he is huge. His cock feels so good and he of course loves it. He fucks me this way for a bit, but he hit a little deep a few times, which is actually painful, but seems to only add to the enjoyment. After a few strokes, he stops and turns on the dang light as he loves to see his black cock entering my pink pussy and it drives him nuts to see my white cum on his cock.
He again stands up and sits down asking me to ride him. Now, I am a big girl and yes, he's a big strong ass man, but I always feel like I'm going to crush him, so I am not always a fan of me on top, but he loves it and promises me I am not crushing him. :)
I straddle him and slide his huge monster inside. He rolls his head back and moans in pleasure. He grabs my breasts, one in each hand and sucks and bites my nipples as I ride him. He loves me on top and moans repeatedly "give me that wet pussy" and "ride your cock, baby". Moaning how good it feels as he bites my nipples.
Before long, he is going crazy, telling me I'm gonna make him cum. Soon, he explodes inside me. I love being with him. He is a major boost for my ego as he is so damn good looking, great physical body and is really a great guy, but I'm always left wanting so much more. By the time he came, I was nowhere near finished. I could fuck him for hours. But alas, we ran to the restrooms to freshen up and made our way out. Sigh.
He cracks me up as a little while after we've parted ways, he'll text me, thanking me for giving him my wet pussy or something to that effect. It reminds me of the first night I met him. I was on my way home and since he was my first "real" affair and he was soooo damn sexy, I was uneasy about it as I am very self conscious of my body and I hadn't really been with anyone other then my husband in a long time. You know when you feel like the guy enjoyed it, but you're not really certain? As I was on my way home, he sends me a text telling me "that was the best pussy I've ever had in my life, can't wait to see you again". I think I smiled for days after that as I was definitely looking forward to seeing him again and now here we are, over two years later.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Yes, Daddy
I started chatting with a guy who was very straight forward in his quest for a "white piece of fuckmeat". Mmmm. I found it intriguing and highly erotic to imagine. We started talking and he informed me that he didn't want to "know" me, he just wanted to fuck me and do with me as he wished. Hell; I'm game.
After several chats, and prior to our fist meeting, he laid down the "rules" in which I could not speak to him directly; I could only answer when spoken to. That he would do what he wanted and I was to allow him. He is married with kids, but wants a freaky white bitch to express his nasty, kinky side...to do things that he can't do with his wife. Hate it if you want, but it turns me on to fuck a married man. I know it also turns on black men to fuck white chicks, especially ones married to white guys. So anyways, he kept questioning me on what I would or wouldn't do. He asked if I'd ever been pissed on. I told him no, but that I would let him. He was highly turned on by my willingness.
The day arrives and we talk throughout the day. He details what he wants me to do when we meet and I am definitely willing to oblige....
I get the room and wait for him...naked. He calls me when he gets to the parking lot and I do as I'm told. I crack open the door and I get on the bed, on my knees, face down, ass up, eyes closed. I am not to look at him until he says I can. The mere thought of what is to come, has me wet. I hear the door open and as he comes in, I hear him take a breath, hissing through his teeth and mutter "damn, that's what I'm talking bout".
I hear him undress and walk towards me. He smacks my ass, grabbing it and moans. He reaches down to finger my clit and as he moves his fingers, he moans, feeling how wet I am. He rubs my pussy and asks if I hear that. I can hear my pussy juices sloshing. He whispers that he likes how wet I am for him. He then puts the head of his cock on my pussy and rubs it, then slowly pushes the head inside me groaning, telling me how tight my pussy is. I moan in pleasure and he slams his cock in. I cry out, loving the feel of his cock pushing me open. He smacks my ass and leans forward, putting his hand at the back of my neck, pushing my head further into the mattress. He asks me if I like his nigger dick and tells me to beg him for it. I tell him yes and ask him to fuck me with his black dick. He doesn't like that - he slaps me (not hard of course) and asks me "what did I tell you to say? Say it". I beg him to fuck me with his nigger dick. He tells me "good girl" and fucks me harder. I cry out and he asks me if "his white bitch likes that nigger dick in her". I tell him I love it and he tells me to thank him for this nigger dick and I do. I still have yet to actually see him and this only adds to my excitement. I've seen his picture, but it's exciting to have someone fucking me that I haven't actually looked at.
He pulls his cock out and I cry out in disappointment. I hear something going on behind me...it sounds like his belt buckle. Soon, he leans back over me and slides his cock in again. He leans forward and I feel his belt go around my neck - he pulls it, lightly choking me and finally tells me to look at him. I am facing a mirror, so I open my eyes and look. He is very good looking, better in person then his photos even. He asks me if I like what I see. I smile and tell him "yes, very much". He fucks me harder and I close my eyes in pleasure. He pulls the belt tighter and tells me to look at him and that he didn't tell me I could close my eyes. I do as told and he tells me what a good white bitch I am... Mmmmm.
He tells me to get on my back and I roll over for him. As I do, I pull my legs up, spreading them wide. He moans again, telling me "good bitch, open wide for this nigger dick". He gets on the bed and slides his cock in. He feels great. He keeps telling me what a good whitebitch pussy I have. As he slides in again, he tilts his head back and moans. He looks down at me and whispers "that is some damn good pussy, girl". I smile and ask him, "You like that, Daddy". He purses his lips and moans. I'm a bit disappointed as he has yet to really fuck me good and hard. He has to keep pulling out to avoid cumming. He stands up and gets his water bottle. He takes a drink then drinks again, holding it in his mouth. He leans over me and lets it pour into my mouth. I push some out then swallow the rest. I know he is pleased. He does that a few more times, then takes in more water and leans down to suck on my nipple. The cold water pours over my breast...Mmmmmm.
He gets on his knees and just looks at me. He leans over me again and tells me "you got such a cute damn face". He leans over and teases me, licking my lips and then finally kisses me. He raises his head and just looks at me again, telling me again how he has imagined my cute face looking at him. He stands up and tells me to open my pussy up for him. I rub my clit and spread my pussy lips for him. He pours the cold water on my clit and I moan. He stands there and just looks for a bit, telling me to play with my pussy for him. He moans and leans down to lick my clit. His tongue plays with my clit for a bit then he smacks my ass and tells me to get back on my knees. I turn over and he fucks me some more. This time a bit harder but as I finally start to enjoy it, he pulls out.
He tells me not to move and he comes around to get on the bed, sitting in front of me with his dick in my face. I start to lick it and he smacks my face, telling me he didn't say I could. He just wants to look at my pretty face with his black cock in front of it. He smacks my face with his cock, moaning in pleasure. He tells me "you want to suck it, don't you". I ask him if I can and he tells me to open my mouth. He shoves his cock in and tells me to just leave it. I move my tongue and he tells me to stop...just sit there and don't move cuz he wants to just look at his cock in my mouth with my beautiful eyes looking up at him.
He finally has me give him head and I do for a bit. He makes me stop and moves around me. He tells me to get on my knees on the floor and lean against the bed. I do and he positions himself under me and fucks me that way. That feels great..his cock slamming up into me. He fucks me that way for a bit then pulls me back, telling me to get down on all four. I do as told and he fucks me from behind some more. He stops, leaving his cock in me. I want more, so I grasp his cock with my pussy. He moans, telling me he can feel that and tells me to jack his cock off with my pussy, so I do. He moans, telling me good girl and tells me how great my pussy is. He starts to fuck me again and soon I hear him cry out and I feel his hot cum hit my back. Lots of it. He moves around to face me and I lick the cum off his dick. He sits on the edge of the bed and I give him head. As I rise up on my knees, I can feel his hot cum running down my back, down my ass... It makes me so wet. He loves me to look at him as I suck his cock. He loves my face and the look of his cock in my mouth. He stands up and tells me to open my mouth. He fucks my mouth, shoving his cock in deep. I can typically deep throat, but can't seem to do it today....he makes me choke which may be better as that turns him on more.
I get him hard again and he tells me to get on the bed. I get on my knees and he gives me a pretty good fuck. He has me get on my back again as he again, wants to see my face as he cums. He fucks me this way and soon he cums on my stomach and breasts.
Once we are done playing around, he gets up to shower as I lie on the bed playing with my clit. I am still unsatisfied and a bit disappointed. It was definitely fun and I will definitely fuck him again, but I would have loved a longer, harder fucking and would definitely have loved some more oral. Oh well. I loved his trash talking and the slut in me, loves to be treated like a whore. I really did enjoy that part of it and he is damn cute, so he's worth playing with again. Maybe it'll get better.
After several chats, and prior to our fist meeting, he laid down the "rules" in which I could not speak to him directly; I could only answer when spoken to. That he would do what he wanted and I was to allow him. He is married with kids, but wants a freaky white bitch to express his nasty, kinky side...to do things that he can't do with his wife. Hate it if you want, but it turns me on to fuck a married man. I know it also turns on black men to fuck white chicks, especially ones married to white guys. So anyways, he kept questioning me on what I would or wouldn't do. He asked if I'd ever been pissed on. I told him no, but that I would let him. He was highly turned on by my willingness.
The day arrives and we talk throughout the day. He details what he wants me to do when we meet and I am definitely willing to oblige....
I get the room and wait for him...naked. He calls me when he gets to the parking lot and I do as I'm told. I crack open the door and I get on the bed, on my knees, face down, ass up, eyes closed. I am not to look at him until he says I can. The mere thought of what is to come, has me wet. I hear the door open and as he comes in, I hear him take a breath, hissing through his teeth and mutter "damn, that's what I'm talking bout".
I hear him undress and walk towards me. He smacks my ass, grabbing it and moans. He reaches down to finger my clit and as he moves his fingers, he moans, feeling how wet I am. He rubs my pussy and asks if I hear that. I can hear my pussy juices sloshing. He whispers that he likes how wet I am for him. He then puts the head of his cock on my pussy and rubs it, then slowly pushes the head inside me groaning, telling me how tight my pussy is. I moan in pleasure and he slams his cock in. I cry out, loving the feel of his cock pushing me open. He smacks my ass and leans forward, putting his hand at the back of my neck, pushing my head further into the mattress. He asks me if I like his nigger dick and tells me to beg him for it. I tell him yes and ask him to fuck me with his black dick. He doesn't like that - he slaps me (not hard of course) and asks me "what did I tell you to say? Say it". I beg him to fuck me with his nigger dick. He tells me "good girl" and fucks me harder. I cry out and he asks me if "his white bitch likes that nigger dick in her". I tell him I love it and he tells me to thank him for this nigger dick and I do. I still have yet to actually see him and this only adds to my excitement. I've seen his picture, but it's exciting to have someone fucking me that I haven't actually looked at.
He pulls his cock out and I cry out in disappointment. I hear something going on behind me...it sounds like his belt buckle. Soon, he leans back over me and slides his cock in again. He leans forward and I feel his belt go around my neck - he pulls it, lightly choking me and finally tells me to look at him. I am facing a mirror, so I open my eyes and look. He is very good looking, better in person then his photos even. He asks me if I like what I see. I smile and tell him "yes, very much". He fucks me harder and I close my eyes in pleasure. He pulls the belt tighter and tells me to look at him and that he didn't tell me I could close my eyes. I do as told and he tells me what a good white bitch I am... Mmmmm.
He tells me to get on my back and I roll over for him. As I do, I pull my legs up, spreading them wide. He moans again, telling me "good bitch, open wide for this nigger dick". He gets on the bed and slides his cock in. He feels great. He keeps telling me what a good whitebitch pussy I have. As he slides in again, he tilts his head back and moans. He looks down at me and whispers "that is some damn good pussy, girl". I smile and ask him, "You like that, Daddy". He purses his lips and moans. I'm a bit disappointed as he has yet to really fuck me good and hard. He has to keep pulling out to avoid cumming. He stands up and gets his water bottle. He takes a drink then drinks again, holding it in his mouth. He leans over me and lets it pour into my mouth. I push some out then swallow the rest. I know he is pleased. He does that a few more times, then takes in more water and leans down to suck on my nipple. The cold water pours over my breast...Mmmmmm.
He gets on his knees and just looks at me. He leans over me again and tells me "you got such a cute damn face". He leans over and teases me, licking my lips and then finally kisses me. He raises his head and just looks at me again, telling me again how he has imagined my cute face looking at him. He stands up and tells me to open my pussy up for him. I rub my clit and spread my pussy lips for him. He pours the cold water on my clit and I moan. He stands there and just looks for a bit, telling me to play with my pussy for him. He moans and leans down to lick my clit. His tongue plays with my clit for a bit then he smacks my ass and tells me to get back on my knees. I turn over and he fucks me some more. This time a bit harder but as I finally start to enjoy it, he pulls out.
He tells me not to move and he comes around to get on the bed, sitting in front of me with his dick in my face. I start to lick it and he smacks my face, telling me he didn't say I could. He just wants to look at my pretty face with his black cock in front of it. He smacks my face with his cock, moaning in pleasure. He tells me "you want to suck it, don't you". I ask him if I can and he tells me to open my mouth. He shoves his cock in and tells me to just leave it. I move my tongue and he tells me to stop...just sit there and don't move cuz he wants to just look at his cock in my mouth with my beautiful eyes looking up at him.
He finally has me give him head and I do for a bit. He makes me stop and moves around me. He tells me to get on my knees on the floor and lean against the bed. I do and he positions himself under me and fucks me that way. That feels great..his cock slamming up into me. He fucks me that way for a bit then pulls me back, telling me to get down on all four. I do as told and he fucks me from behind some more. He stops, leaving his cock in me. I want more, so I grasp his cock with my pussy. He moans, telling me he can feel that and tells me to jack his cock off with my pussy, so I do. He moans, telling me good girl and tells me how great my pussy is. He starts to fuck me again and soon I hear him cry out and I feel his hot cum hit my back. Lots of it. He moves around to face me and I lick the cum off his dick. He sits on the edge of the bed and I give him head. As I rise up on my knees, I can feel his hot cum running down my back, down my ass... It makes me so wet. He loves me to look at him as I suck his cock. He loves my face and the look of his cock in my mouth. He stands up and tells me to open my mouth. He fucks my mouth, shoving his cock in deep. I can typically deep throat, but can't seem to do it today....he makes me choke which may be better as that turns him on more.
I get him hard again and he tells me to get on the bed. I get on my knees and he gives me a pretty good fuck. He has me get on my back again as he again, wants to see my face as he cums. He fucks me this way and soon he cums on my stomach and breasts.
Once we are done playing around, he gets up to shower as I lie on the bed playing with my clit. I am still unsatisfied and a bit disappointed. It was definitely fun and I will definitely fuck him again, but I would have loved a longer, harder fucking and would definitely have loved some more oral. Oh well. I loved his trash talking and the slut in me, loves to be treated like a whore. I really did enjoy that part of it and he is damn cute, so he's worth playing with again. Maybe it'll get better.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Pipe sprung a leak.....
Deliciously entertaining. That is not even adequate to describe the fun I had with Draino. I had been texting and talking with him for a bit and finally had the chance to meet him last night. He raved about being a "pleaser", which a lot of men tend to say, but seldom actually are. I guess the definition of pleasing a woman differs between men and women. His definition was certainly untainted.
I get to his house and he pulls me in for a deep, passionate kiss with his hands on my face. Mmmm. Off to a great start. He pulls me to the couch and we make idle chit-chat for a little bit. He keeps staring into my eyes and lips and finally puts my face in his hands again and pulls me in. We kiss on the couch for a bit and in between breathes he whispers what a great kisser I am and how beautiful I am. Definitely makes high grades for that. It's always good to have a great make-out session reminiscent of high school. With a moan, he pulls me up from the couch and leads me to his bedroom.
Once in his room, he pulls me in and continues to kiss me. He gets his hand in my hair at the back of my neck and gently pulls my head back so he can trail his kisses down my neck. My moans of pleasure urge him on his quest. His hands move to my breasts and he reaches for the bottom of my shirt. No need to tell me twice. I lift my arms and he pulls my shirt over my head, releases my bra and dives right in. The flicker of his tongue on my nipples drives me crazy. His hands begin to rub between my legs and he is pleased to already feel how moist and warm I am. He slides his hands in my slacks, seeking my trembling clit. I tilt my head back and moan in pleasure. He slides his fingers inside and expresses his pleasure at finding it wet for him. He wastes no more time and removes my pants. He rubs me through my panties and those quickly follow my pants to the floor. As I stand there, he begins kissng my clit and I begin to wonder how long I can actually stand there as he does what I love the most.
Fortunately, he doesn't make me wait long. He stands up, grabs my hand and leads me to the bed where he gently pushes me down on my back. He follows on top and as I wrap my legs and arms around him, he leans down and with one hand behind my head, the other on my nipple, he kisses me. Hungry. Wild. As I bite his lower lip, he pulls up and guides me to the edge of the bed. He drops to the floor on his knees and pushes my legs back, spreading me open for his tongue. I desire it so bad, the first touch of his tongue makes me cry out in pleasure, grab the back of his head and lift my hips to beg more.
He continues to give me extreme pleasure with his mouth, fingers and tongue. After several minutes he stands up, leaving me groaning with a hunger I need fed. He tells me he has a surprise for my pretty little clit and goes to an armoire. I smile; "oh yeah?". He grins and pulls out a feather and something else he doesn't let me see. I spread my legs wide in anticipation and he smiles like the wolf after Little Red. He lightly runs the feather along my inner thighs and my ass, barely touching my clit where I want it most. He lets the feather explore my breasts and I grab them as I smile at him, longing for more. He leans forward and sucks my nipples then drops back to the floor. Again, I feel his tongue caressing me, he pushes my ass up and licks around my asshole. Hearing me moan, he goes harder and deeper. He then slides back to seek my wetness. Soon, I hear a faint vibrating and I push my hips forward, eager for what I know is now coming. He places the vibrator on my clit and a surge of esctacy rages through me. He knows he has hit my sweet spot and slowly rotates the vibe on my clit, sliding it down my vaginal walls and then puts it in me as his tongue finds my quivering clit and his finger massages my asshole. I am in heaven. He continues to play with me until I finally cum. I cum hard and fast, legs shaking, stomach trembling. He is relentless and does not stop. He keeps the vibrator on me as he licks me and tastes his reward. Soon, my legs collapse and I am finally able to breathe normal.
Propelled forward by my glowing smile, he gets on the bed and brings his hard shaft to my mouth. I provide him with oral pleasure for several minutes until he grabs my leg telling me he needs to feel me. He repositions himself between my legs and teases me with his hard cock. He slaps in on my clit and then slowly pushes the head in. He smiles and rolls his head back as he enters me, feeling how wet and tight it is. He begins to fuck me and moans telling me how he can feel me gripping his cock with my pussy and how good it feels. I love a man to talk dirty and am pleased to have him tell me repeatedly how good my pussy is and asking me if I like his dick. He adds a little extra pleasure by telling me "I'm gonna make sure baby feels good". Mmmm. Yes, he sure did.
He fucks me this way for a bit, slightly moving position now and then and it is feeling damn good. He shifts me to my side with ass in the air and continues to fuck me. I tell him I want it from the back and I move to my knees. He pulls me to the edge of the bed so he can stand behind me. He groans, telling me what a pretty sight that is with my ass in the air, ready for him. He smacks my ass and I moan in delight, telling him how much I like that. He again, teases me with his cock, rubbing my clit and just grazing my pussy with his head. I move my ass in anticipation and he finally gives me what I want. I love doggy style. It feels great having a big cock pound your pussy that way. He begins fucking me, enjoying my white cream over his black cock. He has great stamina and fucks me for awhile as I enjoy every thrust of him deep inside. He stops for a second and pulls out...I groan, but he is soon back and I find it was to reach for the vibrator. He pushes his cock back in me and massages my asshole again with his thumb and reaches under to rub the vibrator on my clit. He knows I am satisfied by my cries of pleasure.
He tells me how much he loves the view and I tell him I want a picture of his cock in me. He gets his phone and takes one and then to my enjoyment, video as well...... He records it for a couple of minutes and then lays his phone in front of me to watch as he continues to fuck me. That was so incredible. He twists me around onto my back again telling me he wants to see my beautiful face. He continues to fuck me until he finally cums deep in my pussy.
We lie in bed for awhile, talking and touching. I move to my stomach and am completely relaxed. He gets up and returns with lotion and gives me a great back rub. He flips me over again and to my delight, pulls me to the edge of the bed again. He pleases me again until I cum for him once more. This time, I cum even harder as he relishes the sight of me cumming for him, encouraging me to cum for him. When I can finally breathe again, I move to my knees to take more of him. He fucks me for quite some time until we both collapse, exhausted and satiated.
I get to his house and he pulls me in for a deep, passionate kiss with his hands on my face. Mmmm. Off to a great start. He pulls me to the couch and we make idle chit-chat for a little bit. He keeps staring into my eyes and lips and finally puts my face in his hands again and pulls me in. We kiss on the couch for a bit and in between breathes he whispers what a great kisser I am and how beautiful I am. Definitely makes high grades for that. It's always good to have a great make-out session reminiscent of high school. With a moan, he pulls me up from the couch and leads me to his bedroom.
Once in his room, he pulls me in and continues to kiss me. He gets his hand in my hair at the back of my neck and gently pulls my head back so he can trail his kisses down my neck. My moans of pleasure urge him on his quest. His hands move to my breasts and he reaches for the bottom of my shirt. No need to tell me twice. I lift my arms and he pulls my shirt over my head, releases my bra and dives right in. The flicker of his tongue on my nipples drives me crazy. His hands begin to rub between my legs and he is pleased to already feel how moist and warm I am. He slides his hands in my slacks, seeking my trembling clit. I tilt my head back and moan in pleasure. He slides his fingers inside and expresses his pleasure at finding it wet for him. He wastes no more time and removes my pants. He rubs me through my panties and those quickly follow my pants to the floor. As I stand there, he begins kissng my clit and I begin to wonder how long I can actually stand there as he does what I love the most.
Fortunately, he doesn't make me wait long. He stands up, grabs my hand and leads me to the bed where he gently pushes me down on my back. He follows on top and as I wrap my legs and arms around him, he leans down and with one hand behind my head, the other on my nipple, he kisses me. Hungry. Wild. As I bite his lower lip, he pulls up and guides me to the edge of the bed. He drops to the floor on his knees and pushes my legs back, spreading me open for his tongue. I desire it so bad, the first touch of his tongue makes me cry out in pleasure, grab the back of his head and lift my hips to beg more.
He continues to give me extreme pleasure with his mouth, fingers and tongue. After several minutes he stands up, leaving me groaning with a hunger I need fed. He tells me he has a surprise for my pretty little clit and goes to an armoire. I smile; "oh yeah?". He grins and pulls out a feather and something else he doesn't let me see. I spread my legs wide in anticipation and he smiles like the wolf after Little Red. He lightly runs the feather along my inner thighs and my ass, barely touching my clit where I want it most. He lets the feather explore my breasts and I grab them as I smile at him, longing for more. He leans forward and sucks my nipples then drops back to the floor. Again, I feel his tongue caressing me, he pushes my ass up and licks around my asshole. Hearing me moan, he goes harder and deeper. He then slides back to seek my wetness. Soon, I hear a faint vibrating and I push my hips forward, eager for what I know is now coming. He places the vibrator on my clit and a surge of esctacy rages through me. He knows he has hit my sweet spot and slowly rotates the vibe on my clit, sliding it down my vaginal walls and then puts it in me as his tongue finds my quivering clit and his finger massages my asshole. I am in heaven. He continues to play with me until I finally cum. I cum hard and fast, legs shaking, stomach trembling. He is relentless and does not stop. He keeps the vibrator on me as he licks me and tastes his reward. Soon, my legs collapse and I am finally able to breathe normal.
Propelled forward by my glowing smile, he gets on the bed and brings his hard shaft to my mouth. I provide him with oral pleasure for several minutes until he grabs my leg telling me he needs to feel me. He repositions himself between my legs and teases me with his hard cock. He slaps in on my clit and then slowly pushes the head in. He smiles and rolls his head back as he enters me, feeling how wet and tight it is. He begins to fuck me and moans telling me how he can feel me gripping his cock with my pussy and how good it feels. I love a man to talk dirty and am pleased to have him tell me repeatedly how good my pussy is and asking me if I like his dick. He adds a little extra pleasure by telling me "I'm gonna make sure baby feels good". Mmmm. Yes, he sure did.
He fucks me this way for a bit, slightly moving position now and then and it is feeling damn good. He shifts me to my side with ass in the air and continues to fuck me. I tell him I want it from the back and I move to my knees. He pulls me to the edge of the bed so he can stand behind me. He groans, telling me what a pretty sight that is with my ass in the air, ready for him. He smacks my ass and I moan in delight, telling him how much I like that. He again, teases me with his cock, rubbing my clit and just grazing my pussy with his head. I move my ass in anticipation and he finally gives me what I want. I love doggy style. It feels great having a big cock pound your pussy that way. He begins fucking me, enjoying my white cream over his black cock. He has great stamina and fucks me for awhile as I enjoy every thrust of him deep inside. He stops for a second and pulls out...I groan, but he is soon back and I find it was to reach for the vibrator. He pushes his cock back in me and massages my asshole again with his thumb and reaches under to rub the vibrator on my clit. He knows I am satisfied by my cries of pleasure.
He tells me how much he loves the view and I tell him I want a picture of his cock in me. He gets his phone and takes one and then to my enjoyment, video as well...... He records it for a couple of minutes and then lays his phone in front of me to watch as he continues to fuck me. That was so incredible. He twists me around onto my back again telling me he wants to see my beautiful face. He continues to fuck me until he finally cums deep in my pussy.
We lie in bed for awhile, talking and touching. I move to my stomach and am completely relaxed. He gets up and returns with lotion and gives me a great back rub. He flips me over again and to my delight, pulls me to the edge of the bed again. He pleases me again until I cum for him once more. This time, I cum even harder as he relishes the sight of me cumming for him, encouraging me to cum for him. When I can finally breathe again, I move to my knees to take more of him. He fucks me for quite some time until we both collapse, exhausted and satiated.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Bored
Bummer. Didn't have a chance to play with Duke or anyone else. Supposed to see Calvin tomorrow; we'll see.
A spark of good news, though! My man is going out of town next month! Yay - some fun without having to come up with some stupid excuse! Fun, fun fun.
A spark of good news, though! My man is going out of town next month! Yay - some fun without having to come up with some stupid excuse! Fun, fun fun.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
The Duke and I
I have a severe case of road rage. Living in Houston and trying to get anywhere at 5pm, you are bound to have it. It takes forever to get anywhere....I don't have the patience. The little dude I realized lived on the other damn side of town...I was not in the mood to sit in traffic forever to play with this little boy. Not today.
Instead, I had received a message a few days prior from a cutie pie I have been messing with for awhile but it's been a few months since I've seen him. He's a ton of fun and such a cutie. I called him and he begged me to come over....One of the biggest things I love about him is the way he plays. He kisses me with such fierce passion it makes my toes curl. I get out of my ride and he grabs me into a hug and kisses me like that....Yum. He tells me how much he has missed me and how happy he is to see me.
I love being with him. He goes after me like he could devour me...such hunger. As he's above me, kissing me, he gets his fingers in my hair and pulls me to him to get every bit of me and then pulls my hair back to bite my neck. I absolutely love when he gets rough cuz he'll then turn around and be so sweet and gentle - in one breath he groans how beautiful I am and then bites the hell out of my neck. The sex is a lot of fun and the conversation after is always entertaining. He always makes comments on how much he wished I wasn't married.......such a sweetheart. He loves my body and everything about me. How can you not love that?
Unfortunately, we got a late start and he needed to pick up his son so the encounter was a little brief. I typically need some time as most guys don't last long when they get in me. They cum far too quickly much to my disappointment. He begged me to try and come over tomorrow promising he wasn't done with me - I will definitely do what I can to play with Duke some more.
Instead, I had received a message a few days prior from a cutie pie I have been messing with for awhile but it's been a few months since I've seen him. He's a ton of fun and such a cutie. I called him and he begged me to come over....One of the biggest things I love about him is the way he plays. He kisses me with such fierce passion it makes my toes curl. I get out of my ride and he grabs me into a hug and kisses me like that....Yum. He tells me how much he has missed me and how happy he is to see me.
I love being with him. He goes after me like he could devour me...such hunger. As he's above me, kissing me, he gets his fingers in my hair and pulls me to him to get every bit of me and then pulls my hair back to bite my neck. I absolutely love when he gets rough cuz he'll then turn around and be so sweet and gentle - in one breath he groans how beautiful I am and then bites the hell out of my neck. The sex is a lot of fun and the conversation after is always entertaining. He always makes comments on how much he wished I wasn't married.......such a sweetheart. He loves my body and everything about me. How can you not love that?
Unfortunately, we got a late start and he needed to pick up his son so the encounter was a little brief. I typically need some time as most guys don't last long when they get in me. They cum far too quickly much to my disappointment. He begged me to try and come over tomorrow promising he wasn't done with me - I will definitely do what I can to play with Duke some more.
What to do today?
I spent this afternoon chatting with a couple of fun ones and got my gears revving! I have not me either of them, yet, but man oh man. One of them is this "street ni@@a" as he calls himself. He is a freak and loves to go on about the things he would love to do to me. I must say, it is intriguing. Unfortunately, he is not as discreet. His wife has found some of our chats, but oh well. That's his problem. I truly don't see ever really meeting this guy, but it's fun to chat with him.
The other is a man who is part of a couple. Both he and his girlfriend want me bad. It is such a turn on to talk to them. I've never been with a woman and not sure how much I would do - I'm all for kissing and fondling and would love her to taste me, but not sure I would return it. But regardless, it makes me so crazy hot to talk to them. She wants me bad and enjoys watching her man with another woman. That would be so wild. They are also a distance, so who knows if it will ever happen, but there are other couples.....
Anyways, they've got me on fire. I've got to find someone to play with today. I've contacted this little boy (21) and may go play Cougar with him. He is dying to be with me. I have not met him yet, but he may be fun. We shall see......
The other is a man who is part of a couple. Both he and his girlfriend want me bad. It is such a turn on to talk to them. I've never been with a woman and not sure how much I would do - I'm all for kissing and fondling and would love her to taste me, but not sure I would return it. But regardless, it makes me so crazy hot to talk to them. She wants me bad and enjoys watching her man with another woman. That would be so wild. They are also a distance, so who knows if it will ever happen, but there are other couples.....
Anyways, they've got me on fire. I've got to find someone to play with today. I've contacted this little boy (21) and may go play Cougar with him. He is dying to be with me. I have not met him yet, but he may be fun. We shall see......
Monday, March 8, 2010
Sunday with Calvin
It's been too long since I've been with Calvin. Anything more then a week, is way too long. He was what I consider to be my first real affair. By this I mean he is the first man I met on-line and whether it was brave or stupid, I went to his apartment with the intention of having sex.
He had contacted me on the "personals" site and I couldn't believe it. He is the epitomy of tall, dark and handsome. He has got this amazing body (works out often) and is unbelievably sexy. He's got that great deep voice and he is hung like a horse! When he gets too excited, it is actually painful if he tries to go too deep. I think one day, he may bust through my uterus!
We try to see each other as much as possible, but he has been very busy lately and we don't get as much time as we would like to. We were finally able to connect on Sunday....We met at a hotel and after getting in bed, we spent quite some time locked in a very passionate embrace, kissing like our lives depended on it. He loves my large breasts and began kissing down my neck to my breasts where he lingered and devoured them with his mouth..sucking and biting as he looked into my eyes. He loves my eyes and likes to ensure a light is on when we make love, much to my chagrin. He tells me he loves not just the color of them, but he loves the look of passion and desire in them when he pushes me open.
Apparently, I am blessed in the vaginal category. I have strong muscles and am naturally tight. Men, of course, love that. Because of that, what I love, is thickness which he has in abundance. I love being with him because he is so damn sexy, but unfortunately, he's not one for oral. Even more unfortunate for me, that is the only way I orgasm. So, I love the sex with him, but it is not always 100% satisfying. So I do have a few spares that I play with to fulfill that, but you'll learn that later.
I digress. Our encounter was brief as he needed to be somewhere again and had broken loose to be with me for a bit. I do love that he often tells me how much he needs me and wants me. You would be an idiot to not appreciate that. It is a great feeling to get a text telling you how much you are desired.
We have plans to meet again Thursday, but I'm not holding my breath. He often has to cancel, so we shall see.....I'll keep you posted.
He had contacted me on the "personals" site and I couldn't believe it. He is the epitomy of tall, dark and handsome. He has got this amazing body (works out often) and is unbelievably sexy. He's got that great deep voice and he is hung like a horse! When he gets too excited, it is actually painful if he tries to go too deep. I think one day, he may bust through my uterus!
We try to see each other as much as possible, but he has been very busy lately and we don't get as much time as we would like to. We were finally able to connect on Sunday....We met at a hotel and after getting in bed, we spent quite some time locked in a very passionate embrace, kissing like our lives depended on it. He loves my large breasts and began kissing down my neck to my breasts where he lingered and devoured them with his mouth..sucking and biting as he looked into my eyes. He loves my eyes and likes to ensure a light is on when we make love, much to my chagrin. He tells me he loves not just the color of them, but he loves the look of passion and desire in them when he pushes me open.
Apparently, I am blessed in the vaginal category. I have strong muscles and am naturally tight. Men, of course, love that. Because of that, what I love, is thickness which he has in abundance. I love being with him because he is so damn sexy, but unfortunately, he's not one for oral. Even more unfortunate for me, that is the only way I orgasm. So, I love the sex with him, but it is not always 100% satisfying. So I do have a few spares that I play with to fulfill that, but you'll learn that later.
I digress. Our encounter was brief as he needed to be somewhere again and had broken loose to be with me for a bit. I do love that he often tells me how much he needs me and wants me. You would be an idiot to not appreciate that. It is a great feeling to get a text telling you how much you are desired.
We have plans to meet again Thursday, but I'm not holding my breath. He often has to cancel, so we shall see.....I'll keep you posted.
In the beginning......
I am starting this blog as a form of "release"......I am a Sinner. There, I said it. I'm not what you would call a woman of religious origins nor am I truly an aetheist, but I do know right from wrong. I guess this blog is what happens when carnal cravings destroy all common sense and your ability to detect right from wrong. I take that back. As I just said, I do still know right from wrong, it's guilt that seems to be absent.
Don't get me wrong. I love my husband; although I question if I am still IN love with him. Yes, there is a difference. I left him for about three months and he wore me down, damn it. He was devastated and regardless of what you may think about me and my blatant disregard for one of the commandments, I have a very big heart and more often than not, I tend to put others needs and happiness ahead of mine. I didn't have the heart to break his; so I went home. When it all boils down, I have an immense sexual desire that cannot be ignored.
He is quite a bit older then I am and over the years, that difference in age has begun to take it's toll. I stayed faithful for about a year or longer when the sex quit. I eventually could not take it anymore and had to venture out.
A friend of mine happend to break my adulteress cherry. We had been friends for years and to my knowledge, he was happily married although I intimidated the hell out of his wife. I eventually learned why. I found that they were swingers and he apparently had a huge crush on me. He finally came out and told me how much he wanted to have sex with me. While I wasn't entirely attracted to him, I was so freaking horny, I could have hurt him. I took him up on his request to have me and it unleashed a flood of such strong passion, I had almost forgotten it was there. Afterall, I am a Scorpio and how I managed to go without for so long is beyond me.
That was just the beginning. From there I found a website for shall we say, "personals" and finally started to have some fun. I was still hesitant, but a few months after him, I eventually had what I consider to be my first "real" affair with a stranger. I still see him to this day and love every minute of him. Since him, I think I've lost track of how many guys I have been with....
I have always been in long-term relationships. At 16 I began dating a guy for about four years. When we split, I had a very brief single period and got involved with my husband. I feel like I never truly had my "good times" and I am making up for lost time now. A couple of friends know of my discretions, but otherwise, it is a double life I lead which adds to the excitement of it all. Those who did know, I have begun lying to and claiming that I am behaving.....
Not sure if it makes a difference, but I guess I'll also mention that I am a BBW. I am a plus size woman and if I dig deep enough, this may have some bearing on my sex drive. I am tall, have long blonde hair and from what I am told, beautiful eyes. I receive a lot of daily messages from men of all ages and races exclaiming how beautiful I am and asking for a chance to be with me....I have never really considered myself beautiful. I would agree I'm not ugly, but I think I still get amazed at the men I have been with. My first affair I mentioned a moment ago is so gorgeous...He is tall, sexy and has a great body. He is essentially a man I would never have imagined myself with, yet he always tells me how beautiful I am and for some reason, he loves my body. I don't, but as long as my "guys" do, then who am I to complain? So I could say, if I base my ego on the compliments I consistently receive, then I am one hot cookie. And I would be lying if I said the sexual relations I have didn't provide a needed boost to my ego and definitely perks my self esteem.
So again, I am starting this blog as a form of "release". You know how it is when you have a secret that you can't tell.....I'm great at keeping secrets, but some things are just too juicy not to tell. So let me tell you a secret.........
Don't get me wrong. I love my husband; although I question if I am still IN love with him. Yes, there is a difference. I left him for about three months and he wore me down, damn it. He was devastated and regardless of what you may think about me and my blatant disregard for one of the commandments, I have a very big heart and more often than not, I tend to put others needs and happiness ahead of mine. I didn't have the heart to break his; so I went home. When it all boils down, I have an immense sexual desire that cannot be ignored.
He is quite a bit older then I am and over the years, that difference in age has begun to take it's toll. I stayed faithful for about a year or longer when the sex quit. I eventually could not take it anymore and had to venture out.
A friend of mine happend to break my adulteress cherry. We had been friends for years and to my knowledge, he was happily married although I intimidated the hell out of his wife. I eventually learned why. I found that they were swingers and he apparently had a huge crush on me. He finally came out and told me how much he wanted to have sex with me. While I wasn't entirely attracted to him, I was so freaking horny, I could have hurt him. I took him up on his request to have me and it unleashed a flood of such strong passion, I had almost forgotten it was there. Afterall, I am a Scorpio and how I managed to go without for so long is beyond me.
That was just the beginning. From there I found a website for shall we say, "personals" and finally started to have some fun. I was still hesitant, but a few months after him, I eventually had what I consider to be my first "real" affair with a stranger. I still see him to this day and love every minute of him. Since him, I think I've lost track of how many guys I have been with....
I have always been in long-term relationships. At 16 I began dating a guy for about four years. When we split, I had a very brief single period and got involved with my husband. I feel like I never truly had my "good times" and I am making up for lost time now. A couple of friends know of my discretions, but otherwise, it is a double life I lead which adds to the excitement of it all. Those who did know, I have begun lying to and claiming that I am behaving.....
Not sure if it makes a difference, but I guess I'll also mention that I am a BBW. I am a plus size woman and if I dig deep enough, this may have some bearing on my sex drive. I am tall, have long blonde hair and from what I am told, beautiful eyes. I receive a lot of daily messages from men of all ages and races exclaiming how beautiful I am and asking for a chance to be with me....I have never really considered myself beautiful. I would agree I'm not ugly, but I think I still get amazed at the men I have been with. My first affair I mentioned a moment ago is so gorgeous...He is tall, sexy and has a great body. He is essentially a man I would never have imagined myself with, yet he always tells me how beautiful I am and for some reason, he loves my body. I don't, but as long as my "guys" do, then who am I to complain? So I could say, if I base my ego on the compliments I consistently receive, then I am one hot cookie. And I would be lying if I said the sexual relations I have didn't provide a needed boost to my ego and definitely perks my self esteem.
So again, I am starting this blog as a form of "release". You know how it is when you have a secret that you can't tell.....I'm great at keeping secrets, but some things are just too juicy not to tell. So let me tell you a secret.........
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